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Honestly, sometimes I do hate how I behaved and ended up with what I do not want it to be.

In others' eyes, I supposed not to be like this, but I did.

I just do not want to pretend myself in front of you.

But if it troubled you, I really hope I could hide my problems, I will do this exactly.

Every time I told myself to be patient and to be good, and I did.

But when lack of spirit, I cannot remember telling myself doing this way.

It shows up with who I really am...

Okay, I am just lessoning myself, do not take it too serious.

I know it will be good after a bed.